A quiz stolen from .
I thought it might be interesting. >:

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

(The important ones came first for me, incidentally;
And, oh dear. These were a lot more heart-felt then I meant them to be.
Don't mind the latters in the [] boxes, please - that is, if you're gonna read this part at all anyway.)

10) [CHA] You say you want to talk to me, that I'm your friend, but your words sound horribly cold-shouldered. You have a life of your own, I understand that, but we haven't talked in forever, and when I finally go out of my way to find and communicate with you, you blow me off by saying that you're too busy to chat and too busy to explain your life to me. And quite honestly? I'm getting fed the fuck up with it. I'm starting to wonder if you're even worth the trouble.

9) [JAS] You love me, but you don't appreciate me! Also? You should shut the fuck up and listen to people for a change, instead of waiting for your turn to talk!! If I don't agree with you, that doesn't mean I'm wrong! You think I'm some kind of fucking weak, helpless and insecure girl who doesn't like herself and really needs to be taught the right way to think, but nothing is further from the truth! I'm going to be seventeen tomorrow! I'm a fucking individual! My clay has already been shaped, father! You were too late to the party to contribute to my design, so accept it! Accept me! Open your eyes to my talents, my many artistic talents, and love them! It's not right for my little half brother to be punished into not seeing his big sister, just because you don't know how to treat your own daughter! And I'll let you in on a secret; one that everyone knows but you: I love myself! Is that so surprising? You fucking jerk!
Oh. And one last thing:
I will fucking NEVER become a dentist. Fucking NEVER.
NEV-ER.

8) [TAW/GEO/KIM] I wish you would pick up the phone. I want to talk and laugh with you again.

7) [MAJ] I have too many things to say to you. Are you proud of me? What do you think of who I am?

6) [RYA] I love you. I love you so much. I don't always agree with what you do. And I hope nothing bad happens to you. Be careful.

5) [BEN] Fuck all of you.

4) [ZAC] I'm so sorry.

3) [JAC] You really piss me the hell off sometimes, and you really don't know how to say a lot of things in a good way (not to mention, what the hell is it with you trying to upstage me all the time!?). But, I have to say, sometimes you really surprise me when you have your good moments. I'm sorry about the past, I realy am, but it wasn't at all as bad as it's remembered to be a lot of the time. We had a lot of good times, too - so many that it probably outweighes anything else. And I want you to remember that.

2) [ERI] You're one of the most annoying people I have ever had the misfortune to meet.

1) [MYS] Create.

NINE things about yourself:

9) I really have to go to the bathroom right now. But it's too late at night, and if I go right now, I'll wake up my parents and they'll bitch. I'm also hungry. Damnit.

8) I draw, I sing, I write, I try to act, I do voice act, and I don't dance unless I'm alone and a great song is playing on my ipod or a stereo.

7) I think most religion is bullshit.

6) I'd like to think myself special. I know I'm not; no more then anyone else. But still. It would be a nice thought.

5) I'm the most lazy and ambitous person you'll ever meet.

4) I hate math and futhermore suck at it exponentially.

3) I like anime and manga to the point where it's an admitedly dreadful obsession; however, I make it an absolute point to never force my interests on other people. And I'd like to think that I have a wide range of conversational interests - interests which grow every day.

2) I'm full of unlimited contradictions and have a very complicated personality.

1) Despite the fact that I have romantic and fantasy-like tendencies and tastes, I'm actually a very realistic and down-to-earth person.


EIGHT ways to win your heart:

8) Absolutely don't be opinionated (or an idiot!).

7) Have a good sense of humor; make me laugh.

6) Treat me as an equal.

5) Don't abuse me.

4) Be interested in what I have to say and want to talk to me (I'll return the favor).

3) Genuenly enjoy my company.

2) An honest smile will catch my attention.

1) Streightforwardness is a good thing.


SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

( Oh, fuck. And none of them are good [except one?]. )

7) "God Damnit."

6) "I'm a coward."

5) "I want to create something beautiful."

4) "I hope no one bothers me today."

3) "I don't want to move."

2) Thoughts about my future (these thoughts generally terrify the shit out of me, and I try desperatly to ignore them).

1) (and this truely is number one!) "I should probably finish that..."


SIX things you do before you fall asleep :

6) Check my email.

5) Say a goodnight phrase to anyone I had been talking to - if indeed I'd been talking to anyone.

4) Go to the bathroom.

3) Make my bed (at least halfway).

2) Turn off the lights.

1) Cuddle with a pillow.

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment: (not in any order)

1) Myself

2) Ryan

3) Jacob

4) George

5) My online friends.

FOUR things you see right now:

4) A Donald Duck coffee mug.

3) My blue ipod nano.

2) A pumpkin-pie-scented candle.

1) My tablet.


THREE songs that you listen to often at the moment:

3) All These Things That I've Done - The Killers

2) Byakkoya no Musume - resung by the Vocaloid Kaito

1) Beautiful Dirty Rich - Lady Gaga


TWO things you want to do before you die:

2) Be sucessful and famous (haha!)

1) Find real love.


ONE confession:

I'm scared of my future.